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Sorry I haven't been posting lately, I'm so freekin bored. I don't necessarily mean at the present moment. I mean about life. Monotony has gotten the upper hand on me and it sucks hardcore. Works the same day in and day out. All the stories and projects i've been working on are starting to blur together into one seemingly massive waste of time and even even spending time with those close to me is doing nothing to ease the restlessness thats starting to take a hold of me. God I need to do something but I just don't know what to do. Don't you hate that feeling? Your body and soul are screaming for action but you don't have a clue as to what could possibly satisfy it.

I'm in the same ditch. Ever since I've started working as an apprentice my mind has gone blank.

Thinking about it right now I realize I just have to man up and actually do something. Does not really matter what, as long I believe it is useful. What other think of it irrelevant. I shall start the design phase of my 7-segment GPS UTC clock right now. Because electronics is what interests me.

If you start thinking of what you are doing and what purpose you have in life. The only thing you end up with is that you are useless and everything you have ever done is a waste of time. In fact the entire humanity is just a tiny spec of dust in vast universe. There is no purpose in life, only to please oneself.

Welcome to my life.

Yea the world will do things like that to you at times. Sadly real life is not a movie or TV show where things happen in your life all the time. I have been in and out of ruts for a while now.

The best thing to do is fine a hobby (or past time) that takes you away from the "normal" stuff in your life. Something as simple (if it is safe to do so) as taking a walk really helps. It is low cost, is good for you, and if you can find good spots to do so a relaxing thing to do.

Or do what I need to do is get back in touch with friends. Just spending time with them can help sometimes. Though I have to admit most of my friends are married or dating someone and being the only single person around is really not good for one's mood.